Chapter 36: I will move slowly

Liliana gripped her chest tightly. She stared at Xavier, who was also feeling desperate because he had repeatedly failed to reject her.

The same thing happened again. Her potential alpha also didn’t like her form, she thought.

Although she didn’t expect much from her future mate, she didn’t want a mate who liked someone else.

"Moon Goddess, wasn’t it enough that my two previous mates, whom you appointed, rejected me because they liked someone else?" Liliana asked in her heart.

Liliana looked up at the moon above her.

"Moon Goddess, allow us to break this bond. I, Liliana Draven, do not want him as my mate. I only want to have a mate who loves only me in his heart," she said softly. "Only me," Liliana asserted.

Liliana’s body trembled more. Silver, within her soul, reacted strongly, wanting her to unite with Xavier immediately.

She bowed her head and shook it. "No. I don’t want to be his mate," Liliana said, rejecting her body’s desire, which was the same as Silver’s.

"That’s right. I have to get out of here. I won’t want to have a mate like this again," Liliana said firmly.

Liliana tried to turn and hurried to run away from Xavier. Getting away was the only way she could hold back the urge of her body’s desires.

But before she could step away, strong arms grabbed Liliana’s waist and pulled her into a hug.

Xavier pulled Liliana’s body against his own. Tightly. Very tightly, as if he wanted to carry Liliana to immediately merge with his body.

"Xavier," Liliana called out with a trembling voice.

Xavier, already controlled by his body’s pheromones, couldn’t think clearly. He sniffed Liliana’s scent greedily.

"My Luna," he said in a voice full of passion.

He kissed Liliana’s neck from behind, trying to take in all of Liliana’s scent so she wouldn’t leave.

Liliana shook her head. "Stop!" she ordered. "We can’t be together. You don’t want me, Xavier. I am not your Luna. I reject you as my alpha mate."

She said this with breathless gasps as Xavier began to sniff her scent more intimately.

Xavier pressed Liliana’s body to the grass, holding her down so she couldn’t escape.

"Liliana. Liliana Draven," Xavier said repeatedly with blurred consciousness.

He reached for Liliana’s face, trying to keep her looking at him.

He kissed the girl’s lips passionately. His tongue entered, tracing every inch of the girl’s mouth, who was still trying to fight with her common sense.

Liliana shook her head. She didn’t want this. She didn’t want to do this with a mate who didn’t truly want her.

Xavier’s kisses grew hotter with each passing moment. Liliana’s scent made him even more intoxicated. His hands quickly removed Liliana’s academy uniform piece by piece.

Liliana wanted to rebel, but with Xavier’s scent now beginning to take over her consciousness, she started to lose control.

She wanted it too.

Liliana’s hands moved to help Xavier remove his uniform. She reached for Xavier’s neck, returning his kiss.

She wanted more than this, both of them thought.

Their breathing was ragged. Xavier stared at Liliana’s face, which was now flushed from lack of breath.

Xavier pulled his lips away from Liliana’s.

His eyes became clear again. He wanted to leave. But not with his body’s reaction. His body desperately wanted Liliana.

"Liliana..." Xavier said, his voice returning to normal.

"I will find a way to break our bond in the future. But I can’t control my body’s reaction to you right now," he said.

Liliana’s eyes, just like Xavier’s, became clear again when she heard those words.

She nodded and reached for Xavier’s neck. "Do it! Do it right now. I want it," said Liliana.

Xavier nodded. He threw his academy cloak aside and brought Liliana to lie on it.

"Don’t regret it, Liliana. We are both controlled by the Moon Goddess’s mating mark. You cannot sue me in the future."

Liliana nodded quickly. "I, Liliana Draven, will not sue you, Xavier Laurent," she said.

She hurriedly kissed Xavier’s lips and began kissing him greedily.

Her movements were still amateur, but it was clear that she truly wanted it.

Xavier stared at Liliana, whose eyes were tightly closed, yet she wouldn’t release his lips from hers.

A meaningful smile slowly carved onto the corners of his eyes.

He took over the lead from Liliana and began kissing her the way a man who wants to conquer his woman would.

Xavier’s hands moved along Liliana’s body, which was now bare.

His kisses descended onto Liliana’s body. Not a single inch was missed. As if Liliana’s body belonged to him.

Liliana’s body tensed as Xavier kissed her and left many kiss marks on her sensitive areas.

She reached for Xavier’s hair, forcing him to do more.

"Xavier, stop playing around," Liliana said desperately. "Give it to me. My body... my body truly wants it," she added.

Xavier swallowed, staring at Liliana’s face.

"Liliana, you really managed to drive me crazy," he said breathlessly.

"I will do it. It might hurt for you," Xavier warned. "I will be slow. You can scream all you want. Here, no one will see us," he said.

Xavier spread Liliana’s legs, aiming his member toward Liliana’s lower body.

Liliana turned to look at him.

This was her first time doing this. Her body trembled slightly when she saw Xavier’s size.

It was long, thick, and veiny.

Liliana closed her eyes tightly, trying to banish her fear.

Xavier glanced at her. "I’m going in now," he said.

"Ah!!!!" Liliana screamed as Xavier inserted himself.

"Stop! Stop for a moment," Liliana said with a whimper.

Xavier looked up. "I can’t. If I stop, we have to start from the beginning. Our bodies don’t give us much time. Do you want to die?" he asked.

Xavier pushed himself deeper. Liliana, overwhelmed, could only shed tears while her body continued to tremble from the pain.

Xavier lowered his face, moving close to Liliana’s.

"Don’t cry. Open your eyes and look at me."

Liliana slowly opened her eyes, staring at the red pupils shining in the eyes of the man who was now marking her.

"I will move slowly. I promise I will finish it quickly," he said with a trembling voice.

Liliana finally nodded, looking at Xavier’s face, which seemed so sure.

"Do it quickly," she replied.

Xavier nodded. He moved his hips slowly, letting Liliana get used to his presence.

His movements were so slow that it made him feel intense torture.

His breathing grew heavy. This was the first time he had marked a werewolf as his Luna.

Who would have thought, the mighty werewolf that many people worshipped would now have to restrain himself with all his might—not wanting to hurt or make his woman cry while the marking took place.