Chapter 297: Everyone fucks

297

Seoha’s POV

This is the feeling they call bliss, isn’t it?

I sigh dreamily and open my eyes.

I keep blacking out after sex with Taesan, and even when he didn’t even put his cock in me, I’m still weak.

We’re still in the bathtub and the alpha is drawing circles into my skin.

He has drained the water out of the tub, so we’re dry now and it feels so weird.

I sigh again.

"What’s wrong?" Taesan asks.

"I’m sorry I fell asleep" I mutter and he laughs softly. I feel the vibration from deep inside his chest against my back and I purr with satisfaction.

"I like how you fall asleep with me. It means you trust me" Taesan says and I blush.

Hmm.

I always feel very relaxed around him.

My alpha makes me feel like I’m safe, and like I can lean on him without worrying.

"I need to properly shower now" Taesan says and I nod.

I get out of the bathtub and help my alpha in preparing the bath with him inside.

He stays still to let me help him wash off. It’s hard work, but I do my best to avoid certain parts of him.

I had to work even harder to avoid his face.

He’s wearing a sly, teasing smile.

"You can look, you know?" he says when my fingers brush the start of his V-line.

"Don’t tease me" I say, scowling to chase off the heat on my face.

"Are you scared you’ll faint again?" he asks and I slap his wet chest gently.

"Kang Taesan-ssi" I gasp.

"Why? I’m Kang Taesan-ssi now? Not husband?" he asks and my face turns even redder.

Everyone in my life teases me. I should take a lesson on sassiness from Minnie.

When we’re done with his bath, I see him look around the bathroom like he’s looking for something.

"Do you need something?" I ask with confusion, looking around to help in searching for whatever he’s looking for even.

"I don’t want to hurt you" he says softly.

"But you’re not hurting me."

"Hmm...I need to get up, but I’m still weak" Taesan gestures to his body and I immediately understand.

"Let me help" I say as I get up to put on my discarded clothes.

"You fainted from cumming on my stomach" the alpha reminds me and I groan.

"Stop teasing me" I whine and he gives me a grin.

His big muscles tense as he grips the side of the bathtub and pulls himself up. He groans painfully but doesn’t stop pushing himself.

"Don’t hurt yourself..." I reach out for him worriedly, and he winks at me even though the veins in his forehead are sticking out.

"I am doomed to use a walking stick" he says with a bitter laughter, and I can only watch as he struggles with getting to the door.

"Fuck, this is how my victims feel?" he asks and I make a face.

"Don’t make cruel jokes like that."

"You keep saying don’t do this, don’t do this, don’t do this. You’re already becoming a good mom" he says and I shake my head at him.

I guess I should be happy that the Taesan roulette still exists after the painful experience we just had.

"Let me help you with the clothes" I say, holding up the simple clothes Yeon mom left behind for him.

"Thank you, little thief" he murmurs, leaning against the wall and letting me help him get dressed.

It’s precious to me this far.

We’ve come from all the way from ’there are no thank yous and I’m sorrys’ to ’thank you’.

"You’re welcome" I whisper.

Taesan refuses at first, but he eventually leans on me and allows me to lead us into the room.

I help him lie on the bed, standing awkwardly and completely unsure of what to do next.

Should I go call Yeon? Should I walk out? Should I stay?

"Lie with me, Seoha" Taesan says and I look at the bags of drip fluids handing on the IV stand.

There are still a lot of unfinished ones...I think I should call Yeon mom.

"Lie with me, little deer" Taesan repeats himself and I hesitate.

"Don’t you need to take those?" I ask as I point at the IV stand and he looks at it with disgust.

"I only need to have my hands on your body, Seoha" he says and I blush before lying next to him.

Taesan wraps his arms around me and kisses the top of my head.

"I adore you so much, do you know that?" he asks and I nod.

I know.

He kisses the top of my head again while one hand rests on the side of my stomach, and my heart flutters from how tender he’s being with me.

I can’t imagine myself being with anyone who isn’t Kang Taesan.

He’s my biggest fear and my biggest comfort in one.

"We need to talk" he says and I look at his face with worry. His playful look has worn off and he’s wearing a scowl now.

All of a sudden?

Taesan roulette, can’t you at least give me a full day of playful San?

"Is...is something wrong?" I ask in a small voice, and he rubs his hand over my hip, moving it low and bringing it up again.

"My memory is coming back slowly, and I remember leaving you behind with Taerin Noona. How are you here without her?" he asks and I freeze.

He’s going to scold me for running away.

"I...I...uh..." I stutter, thinking of a possible lie to say.

"Don’t try lying, it doesn’t suit you" he tsks and I pout.

"I ran away. I couldn’t tell Noona, so I snuck out" I confess and he growls at the back of his throat; low and warning.

"How did you sneak past the thick wall of security?" he asks with no humor or amusement on his face.

"I just did it..." my voice trails off.

"Seoha, don’t ever do something like that again. There’s a target on your back for being mind. Try thinking of yourself first before you make any choice" he says and I drop my gaze.

"But he had you, I couldn’t breathe properly without you" I say and he sighs.

His warm, minty breath hits my face, and I dare to look into his deep eyes.

"I’m sorry I put you in that position, baby. But you have to promise me you’ll never do anything like that again" he says.

Do I promise? I can try. But will I keep the promise? No, I don’t think so.

"I don’t want to make a fake promise" I say and he reaches his hand down to grab my ass, pull me closer and kiss me.

Why is he always touching my butt now?

Someone knocks on the door, and I try to get Taesan’s hand off my butt, but he holds me even more firmly.

I’m fighting him off for our dignity, but he’s unmovable and his hand is grabbing the flesh of my butt like a vice.

"Do you two want to come out for air?" Yujun hyung asks from the door and I hide my face in Taesan’s chest.

This is so embarrassing!

"Yes, we will be outside soon" Taesan speaks for us and Yujun hyung leaves without saying a word.

"Why would you do that!" I complain and hit his solid chest, but he laughs like I’m tickling him.

"Everyone fucks, Seoah." he says and I groan at his crude words.

Thank Goddess it wasn’t grandma, the embarrassment would have felt even worse.