Chapter 1107: My Solitary Dream of Love (9)

Chapter 1107: Chapter 1107: My Solitary Dream of Love (9)

"Are you resigned?" Han Jing suddenly asked.

Ning Xu looked at Han Jing, "What can I do if I’m not resigned?"

"I’ve secretly stayed on Shuiqi Island countless times, watching them flaunt their affection publicly. It’s not that I haven’t thought about rushing up there, or finding an opportunity to stop Feng Peining and tell her, ’The person by your side, he’s my beloved, the person I’ve loved for so many, many years.’" Ning Xu suddenly laughed, "But can I do that? Can I really do that? Can I go and destroy the peace he’s finally gained? If this is what he wants, then I’ll let him have it."

"Yet I can fulfill him, but not myself. I know one day I’ll be depressed to the point of madness, one day I’ll die, dying in the most brutal way in this world, leaving nothing behind but ashes. Only then can I forget him, only then can I let go of this love."

"So you chose such an extreme method? Turned everyone into puppets, then each day you pull the strings of a puppet to complete your dream. Are you really happy?" Han Jing looked at Ning Xu, "I’m not the type who likes to meddle, but my brother inadvertently fell victim to the poison of your Puppet Grass, and by chance, we met Xiaoqi, which eventually led us here. It’s not that I pity you that I want to talk; I just feel you might need someone to listen to you, because you’ve already made up your mind, haven’t you?"

Just now, Xiaoqi whispered in her ear, saying Ning Xu had long been prepared to die. He was only regretting that in this lifetime, in the end, his story remained only his own, and there’s no one to listen to it.

So Han Jing offered to talk with him.

If this was his last wish, she was willing to do a good deed.

But after listening to Ning Xu, she felt very sad. She thought if this matter were to end like this, it would indeed be a very cruel thing.

"There’s one thing, a secret, I’ve never told anyone. If it weren’t for seeing that you’re about to die, I definitely wouldn’t want to tell you, but even at this very last moment, you no longer have time, yet I still want to tell you. I want you to understand, in one’s life, it’s not just about that one thing, not just about that one way to live." Han Jing sighed, then simply shared the story of Su Yaogeng, "So I really admire my mother. Even though she initially chose the wrong way to deal with her feelings, time has proven that a wrong beginning doesn’t necessarily mean a wrong ending. You have to believe many things in destiny might be the best arrangement. Your feelings for Shui Jingmo over so many years undoubtedly filled your entire life, but you still haven’t understood one truth; did he ever love you? Did he genuinely abandon you out of responsibility, or had he never loved you, simply never rejecting you? You’ve lived in your own world for so long without an answer, are you truly content?"

Han Jing looked at Ning Xu, "So when I ask if you’re resigned, I’m not asking if you’re resigned to such an eventual ending, but rather asking, having loved so many years without clarity, dragging yourself down too, wasting your whole life, are you resigned?"