Chapter 1105: My Solitary Love Dream (7)

Chapter 1105: Chapter 1105: My Solitary Love Dream (7)

Ning Xu looked at Han Jing. Now, it was only the two of them.

He didn’t even know why he agreed to talk with her. Maybe he just wanted to find someone to talk to. How long had it been since he was able to talk to someone?

Ten years, perhaps?

Ever since he parted ways with A Jing, he tried to confide in someone, even if he had to make up a story about the person he loved getting married to someone else. But whether it was his friends or family, after hearing him repeat it several times, all they gave him was weariness and the advice not to bring it up again.

It’s all in the past, what good is there in mentioning it?

In the eyes of others, whether his feelings were normal or abnormal, his obsession and unwillingness to let go afterwards were all seen as his fault.

Perhaps it really was his fault, but what could he do?

Hadn’t he thought about letting go? How could he not have thought about it?

But what good is thinking about it? Can you let go just because you want to? If that were the case, why would he have driven himself to a dead end step by step?

Didn’t he know this was a dead end? How could he not know?

From the moment he stubbornly walked onto this dead end, he never intended to turn back.

To cultivate Puppet Grass, he needed to refine it with his own blood essence, and he was weaving this perfect dream with his own life.

He was like a thief, stealing others’ time to satisfy his own delusional fantasies.

Leaving Ningxi Island, estranged from everyone, it was only a matter of time before he was brought back to face punishment.

The things he did, however flawless, would have a day of being discovered. So, when he turned and saw Xiaoqi in the crowd today, he knew his dream was over.

"A Jing and I knew each other from childhood. His father was the Island Master of Shuiqi Island, but his mother was from Ningxi Island. His mother didn’t marry his father but stayed on Ningxi Island with him. The first time I met him, he was eight, and I was only five. Yet it was then that I knew he was the fate I couldn’t escape in my lifetime. I secretly took a Cultivation Technique suitable for him from the clan, taught him cultivation, relied on him, worshiped him, loved him, and we spent ten years together like that."

"When I was fifteen, I clearly told him I liked him, not as a friend or brother, but as a lover. He was shocked yet not surprised, but to my surprise, he neither rejected nor accepted me, and yet we were still together. At that time I thought, we would find the right time to leave Ningxi Island, find a quiet place, and live our lives freely without caring about rumors."

"But good times didn’t last long. Two years later, our relationship was discovered by his mother. She forced him to leave Ningxi Island with the threat of her life and went to Shuiqi Island. She told the Island Master of Shuiqi Island that he had a son, A Jing. A Jing became the Young Master of Shuiqi Island, but this did not affect our relationship. I followed him to Shuiqi Island, continued to be with him secretly. However, three more years passed, and he inherited the Island Master position of Shuiqi Island. I thought our chance had finally come, that no one could restrain us anymore, but I was wrong. It wasn’t the beginning, it was the end."