Chapter 1227 - 1224: Qian Chuanzi and Alipay 1

Three long pages of handwriting, all "love letters" he wrote to her—this was also the first time in his life he had written something like this to her.

In modern times, people are so accustomed to emails, instant messaging, and other forms of real-time communication, who would still consider writing letters to be so outdated?

However, not only did he write, but he wrote a long three pages.

His handwriting was also very beautiful, strong and forceful, just like him, appearing particularly spirited and vibrant.

"...Xixi, to be honest, after that plane crash, I never really thought you would forgive me. Just like the time I found you in Dun City on New Year’s Eve... at that moment, I truly attributed it to luck, to some special favor from above towards me. So, I harbored greedy thoughts, without a word, I wanted to bring you back to the country, then couldn’t wait to get married, using it as a means to keep you... because, other than that, I couldn’t think of how you would give me another chance to win your love again..."

"When you called out ’Xiaojue, is that you?’, you have no idea how panicked, guilty, and desperate I was at that moment... Yet, the greed in my heart made me shamelessly cling to you, consume your time, thinking, even though I made a grave mistake that time, I hoped for a chance of redemption... As long as I persist, there will surely be a day you fall in love with me again..."

"But, I dare not admit this deep down: I never dared to admit that from the moment I hung up your emergency call, you actually no longer loved me... Xixi, I just dare not admit this..."

She clutched that thick stack of documents again, tears falling drip by drip on the handwritten words, tormenting the royal blue writing into a blur, mottling it beyond recognition.

That’s right.

She stopped loving him, starting at that moment.

When she was trembling all over in terror at the airport, lost and helpless with nowhere to turn, he hung up her emergency call for Zhang Chuchu—in truth, in the world, he was the only one she could possibly count on.

But, at that moment, he hung up on her for another woman.

At that moment, her heart turned to ash.

She no longer loved him.

All the love, all the endurance, at this moment, vanished into smoke.

So, after their reunion, no matter how intimate, tolerant, accommodating, or considerate he was... honestly, deep down she no longer believed—not in whether he loved her or not—but in whether she could ever love him again!

Truly, not at all.

"...I insisted on marrying you because, at that time, I realized if we didn’t hurry to get married, we would inevitably face a breakup. Fortunately, the Empress Dowager’s illness gave me a chance... Xixi, I was despicable, I fully admit it... but I was just too scared of losing you... I was afraid that years of love would eventually lead to us becoming strangers... No, I couldn’t accept that, so in the end, I chose to use this method..."

"The moment I got the marriage certificate, my happiness was beyond words... but I clearly saw your despair. You didn’t show a hint of joy, merely agreeing reluctantly for the Empress Dowager’s sake due to my persistent harassment... Xixi, I can’t imagine that my marriage had to rely on such means to come about... I think this is the greatest failure and mistake of my life..."