Chapter 1632 - 1320: Complicated Feelings (3)

Chapter 1632: Chapter 1320: Complicated Feelings (3)

Because Song Yichuan’s health was so poor, during the three years of engagement with Shi Nuan, he was hospitalized several times for critical conditions.

He seemed like someone who could leave at any moment, and Shi Nuan wanted to try hard to hold on, to keep him.

At that time, he suddenly felt a bit anxious. He worried that if Song Yichuan suddenly passed away, what would happen to Shi Nuan?

If Song Yansheng chose to take Shi Nuan at that time, what would Song Qingyang do?

He was not at ease, not at all.

There was also once when he attended a gathering and happened to meet Song Zhongming.

During the conversation, Song Zhongming revealed a wish to form an alliance and even intended to matchmake his daughter Song Qingyang with him.

His eyes flickered with the thought that if he could get engaged to Song Qingyang, would it eliminate the threat to Shi Nuan?

Moreover, by getting engaged to Song Qingyang, and even marrying her, he could watch over her anytime and anywhere. If she wanted to do something, he should sense it!

Yes, placing Song Qingyang as close to him as possible was the safest, especially for Shi Nuan, the safest.

After realizing this, he took several opportunities to get closer to Song Zhongming, who eventually brought Song Qingyang to him one day.

Just like that, he crossed paths with Song Qingyang, and under Song Zhongming’s incitement, he smoothly got engaged to Song Qingyang.

During this period, they barely interacted. He could tell that Song Qingyang didn’t like him.

Naturally, none of the women who liked Song Yansheng in T City could possibly like him, but it didn’t matter, as he wasn’t particularly fond of Song Qingyang either.

More than half a year ago, Song Yichuan was in critical condition again, but this time, he didn’t recover smoothly like before.

He was gone, at twenty-four, such a young life disappeared forever.

At that time, he was abroad on a business trip and didn’t receive the news quickly. By the time he returned and learned everything, Song Yansheng’s identity had already become Shi Nuan’s husband.

And Shi Nuan had become Song Yansheng’s wife!

At that moment, his chest inexplicably ached.

He had expected Song Yansheng to act, but he hadn’t expected him to act so quickly!

Yes, too fast, Song Yichuan had just passed away, and Song Yansheng already had Shi Nuan as his own.

So urgent, so domineering, he could hardly imagine how Song Yansheng endured those three years.

He was crazier, even more than three years ago!

At the same time, he observed Song Qingyang, who was naturally furious because, after all the planning, exhausting every method to push Shi Nuan beyond Song Yansheng’s reach, she still failed.

However, Song Yansheng should take good care of Shi Nuan. With Song Yansheng around, and with him watching from the sidelines, Shi Nuan should be fine!

At least not because of Song Qingyang!

But he still thought too simply because Shi Nuan had too many enemies around her.

Li Guirong and her daughter, Ji Xiangling, Chu Jingyun, and even Yu Yao, who had objections to Shi Nuan’s identity.

He anxiously kept watch but couldn’t show it in front of anyone.

After Shi Nuan graduated and interned at the Shi Family, he nearly watched as she climbed her way up step by step.

When did he realize his feelings for Shi Nuan had changed a bit? Even he couldn’t say for sure.

He wasn’t very experienced in matters of the heart, just like it had taken him a long time to understand his feelings for Xu Hua back then.

And over the years, protecting Shi Nuan for Xu Hua, was it because, like Song Yansheng, through such meticulous observation, he had developed different feelings for this resilient, brave, stubborn girl? He wasn’t quite sure either!

He also couldn’t be entirely clear whether he liked Shi Nuan because she looked like Xu Hua or for some other reason.

His feelings for Shi Nuan were complex, but there was no doubt that he truly liked Shi Nuan, very much so.

Marrying Song Qingyang was the conclusion he had previously planned. Long ago, he thought if he couldn’t be with Xu Hua in this lifetime, then being with any other woman would be the same.

Even if that person was Song Qingyang.

But with Shi Nuan, he had some regrets.

Song Qingyang, he didn’t like her, but occasionally reflecting on her hopeless, powerless feelings, he thought of himself.

They were the same kind of people, equally pitiful!

He fell for a married woman; she fell for her own Second Uncle!

All doomed, worldly unfulfilled feelings, and the other party couldn’t possibly know his feelings!

Because of this shared fate, he began to sympathize with Song Qingyang, and empathize with himself!

He wanted to live well, manage this marriage, and if Song Qingyang could let go, he didn’t mind treating her well, being with her for life!

But ultimately, nothing went as he hoped, and everything he feared happened.

It still happened!

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