Chapter 1587 - 1305: Loving Someone Is Exhausting (3)

Chapter 1587: Chapter 1305: Loving Someone Is Exhausting (3)

Qu Yuzhou finished speaking and did not spare Qu Yuzuo another glance before turning to leave.

Qu Yuzuo sat there, slightly stunned for a moment, then pulled his lips into a faint smile.

Does he not understand? But hasn’t he lived chasing a shadow for many years, isn’t that even more pathetic?

Qu Yuzhou can openly pursue Jiang Ziyuan, but what about him? He doesn’t even dare to look at her one more time...

Doesn’t dare at all!

...

Song Yansheng was dreaming in the middle of a high fever.

In the dream, he returned to the year he was twenty-one and just came back to the country.

He didn’t bear the burden of hatred, and neither his parents nor the Song Family had experienced so many things.

He had just finished his studies and became an excellent architect.

The first thing he did after returning was to find Shi Nuan, who was already thirteen years old and had not experienced so much pain.

He stood in front of Shi Nuan and said: "Hi, do you remember me? I’m Song Yansheng!"

Shi Nuan curved her beautiful eyebrows and nodded: "I remember, you’re a very handsome little brother!"

Then, the twenty-one-year-old he was already by the side of the thirteen-year-old Shi Nuan.

Accompanying her as she grew up, often visiting him; Shi Nuan trusted him, relied on him, liked him very much.

Finally, he waited until Shi Nuan was eighteen years old, and on that day, her birthday, he celebrated it and confessed to her.

Shi Nuan gladly accepted him, and they embraced and kissed amidst the envy of everyone around.

The warm light cast halos on their faces, their happiness shining brilliantly.

Song Yansheng woke up in the evening, and the first person he saw was Chi Rui, who, concerned about Song Yansheng, rushed to the hospital to see him.

Chi Rui, seeing Song Yansheng wake up, was almost moved to tears and exclaimed, "Mr. Song, you’re finally awake!"

Song Yansheng’s dry lips moved slightly, and Chi Rui quickly poured him a glass of water, which Song Yansheng drank, feeling his throat slightly better.

Chi Rui adjusted the bed higher to make him more comfortable, and Song Yansheng then asked, "How is it? Any news?"

Chi Rui’s eyes flickered slightly, saying, "There’s... there’s news. Mr. Gu and Qin Ran have already gone to investigate, maybe they’ll call back soon!"

Song Yansheng chuckled slightly and said, "Chi Rui, you know? You’re not quite cut out for lying!"

Chi Rui furrowed his brows, not knowing what to say at the moment.

Song Yansheng said, "I know it’s not easy to find Zhong Jinnan, but I also believe he wouldn’t dare harm my mother. I just worry that my mother won’t be able to hold on until we find her."

Chi Rui pressed his lips together and said, "Mr. Song, we’ll surely find the lady soon; the outside turmoil will surely pass soon, everything... everything will pass."

Song Yansheng smiled faintly: "Pass? Really? But Chi Rui, suddenly I feel so tired!"

Chi Rui’s hard-contained sourness resurfaced, and he said, "Mr. Song, if you’re tired, just close your eyes and sleep a little while... By the way, Aunt Xu made you some soup, I’ll warm it for you when you wake up again!"

Song Yansheng shook his head: "No need... I don’t really have any appetite right now!"

Song Yansheng sighed and said, "Chi Rui, you’ve been by my side for many years. You should have married and had children long ago if not for falling for Qingyang. I once saved you and brought you back to China to save you, but I didn’t expect that eventually, I would still hurt you..."

"Mr. Song, please don’t say that. Your kindness to me, I’ll never forget this life, and..."

Chi Rui paused and continued: "And as for Miss Song, I’ve actually let go long ago. I promise you, once this storm passes, I’ll find a girlfriend soon for you to meet, someone you’d think is a very good friend!"

Song Yansheng laughed: "Finding a girl is easy, but the one you love, that’s not so easy!"

Chi Rui felt a pang in his heart, not knowing what to say again.

Song Yansheng said, "Actually, life is very short, only a few decades. I often wonder how I should spend these decades, always couldn’t figure it out, but there’s one thing I do understand, if I can’t be with the one I love, then living is really pointless, like the past fifteen years, I really find it meaningless... I’m so tired, Chi Rui, to love someone, is truly exhausting!"

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