Chapter 331: Envy, Jealousy, Resentment, Obsession, Loneliness, Hatred, Guilt (R-18) (GT Bonus Chapter)

"That was... intense," she thought, closing her eyes. "Though also a little fast."

But given the circumstances, Mary knew she couldn’t ask for more. Mark was drunk, confused, and yet he had still managed to make her happy.

While she was lost in her thoughts, something caught her attention.

Even though he was deeply asleep, Mark’s cock remained completely hard. It hadn’t gone down even a centimeter.

Mary stared at it for a long time. And when she saw it still hadn’t softened, an idea crossed her mind.

If that night was going to be the only chance she would ever have to be with him, she was going to make the most of it.

After everything she had done, the lies, the deception, letting herself be used as if she were someone else, she couldn’t sink any lower.

So she carefully moved until she was kneeling between Mark’s legs.

She leaned over the cock in front of her and stuck out her tongue. At first she only gave timid licks, as if she were tasting an ice cream.

Mary frowned slightly.

"It tastes... curious," she murmured under her breath. "But... I don’t dislike it."

She licked again, this time with a little more confidence, though her movements were still clumsy.

First she ran her tongue up and down the length, trying to clean the dried remains of blood and cum, but sometimes her tongue slipped or didn’t cover everything.

Then she opened her mouth and tried to take the head in. At first only a little went in before she had to pull back.

"I have no idea how to do this..." she murmured to herself. "I’ve never... never done anything like it."

She opened her mouth again and tried once more. This time, unlike the previous attempt, she managed to fit the entire head inside.

She sucked the glans gently, then moved her tongue up and down in an inexperienced way.

Sometimes a suction sound came out too strong; other times saliva built up and dripped from the corner of her mouth.

Mark let out a rough sigh in his sleep, but didn’t wake up. Mary paused for a second and looked at him.

"I guess that means I’m doing it right," she said quietly. "Or at least I hope so..."

She continued, bobbing her head with a slightly firmer rhythm. She also used one hand to hold the base because she couldn’t take it all the way in.

She licked the sides, sucked the tip again, and gradually cleaned it until the cock was completely shiny with saliva.

When she finally pulled Mark’s cock out of her mouth, a thin strand of saliva still connected her to the tip.

She wiped her mouth with the back of her hand, a little embarrassed by how messy everything had gotten.

At the same time, though, she felt happy to be learning all of this with him.

She turned back toward Mark just to check that she hadn’t woken him.

Just as she expected, he was still deeply asleep, mouth slightly open, breathing heavily.

Then she turned her back to him and straddled him in reverse.

She took his cock in one hand, aligned it with her still-slick entrance, and slowly lowered herself, feeling the length push back inside all the cum that had been leaking from her pussy.

Mark let out another, deeper sigh, and his hips shifted a little in reflex.

Mary braced her hands on his thighs and began to move, first slowly, rising until only the head remained inside, then sinking back down until she was fully seated.

Her pussy clenched around his cock with every movement, pushing the cum deeper.

Then she sped up, making the impacts stronger and louder, filling the room once again with that wet sound she had heard so much that night.

"It’s not fair..." Mary whispered without stopping. "It’s not fair that she’s the one who gets to have you..."

She dropped down harder.

"I hate you... Rebecca," she confessed through clenched teeth. "I hate you for leaving him... for breaking him... you don’t deserve his love."

Another, deeper thrust.

"Why couldn’t it have been me? ... I wish I had what you have," she said as her hips rose and fell faster and faster. "Because if he were mine, I would never hurt him... I would never leave him... I would never let him suffer like this."

By this point Mary’s mind was so clouded that her deepest, most bitter thoughts spilled out without any filter.

"She doesn’t deserve you, Mark... I do... I would take care of you... I would love you for real."

She slammed down hard again.

"Why am I never allowed to be happy?"

Every sentence came out between moans and soft sobs as Mary moved faster and faster, blinded by the pleasure rising from her pussy to her belly.

The impacts became uncontrolled. The previous cum mixed with her own fluids and leaked out a little around the sides each time she came down.

Meanwhile Mark remained deeply asleep, but that didn’t stop his body from reacting.

His cock was on the verge of exploding, and his hips pushed upward in reflex every time she took him all the way in.

"I would be better than her... I swear... just give me one chance... just one."

Mary gritted her teeth and dropped down one last time, as hard as she could.

In that instant she felt Mark’s cock throb violently and start cumming again. Hot semen shot out in thick pulses, filling her for the second time, even more abundant than before, and every spurt made her tremble.

She stayed seated on top of him, squeezing her pussy tightly so nothing would escape while Mark emptied himself inside her.

When he finally stopped cumming, Mary collapsed beside him, exhausted, her legs still trembling and the cum once again sliding down her thighs.

For a while she just stared at the ceiling, listening to Mark’s heavy breathing.

Then she turned toward him and carefully placed her hand on his face, brushing his cheek with her fingertips. Mark’s skin was warm and slightly damp with sweat.

Mary gently traced his face with the pads of her fingers.

And even though she tried to hold them back, the tears finally escaped as she watched him sleep.

"I hope that someday you’ll understand what I feel for you..." she whispered before giving him a shy kiss on the cheek.

Mary stayed watching him in silence until the exhaustion became too heavy.

Finally she closed her eyes and settled beside him, drifting off to sleep.