Lord of Perverted Ladies

Chapter 214: The last

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Adrian stared at the note.

Your choice changed everything.

Four words.

That was all it took to make him question something he had spent an eternity accepting.

He turned the paper over.

Nothing.

He held it against the light.

Nothing.

He even checked whether there was another message hidden between the fibers.

Nothing.

Apparently, the universe had decided to become a terrible writer.

Adrian placed the note on the table.

"Okay."

Noah stared at him.

"Okay?"

"Yes."

"Someone just told you that you were never supposed to exist, and your response is okay?"

"What do you want me to say?"

"I don’t know. Maybe panic?"

"I’ve tried that. It didn’t help."

Noah opened his mouth, reconsidered whatever he had been about to say, and sat down.

Lena was holding her son against her side.

The boy looked frightened.

"Is Adrian going to disappear?"

Adrian turned toward him.

"No."

The answer came too quickly.

He noticed it himself.

He couldn’t promise that.

He couldn’t promise anything about what would happen next.

So he crouched in front of the boy.

"I don’t know what’s going to happen," he admitted. "But I’m here right now."

The boy considered this.

"Will you stay?"

Adrian looked at Lena.

She didn’t answer for him.

Neither did Eva.

For once, nobody was waiting to explain what his answer meant.

Adrian smiled gently.

"As long as I’m welcome."

The boy nodded.

"Okay."

He returned to his mother.

Adrian stood.

Eva was still looking at the note.

"Tell me what you know."

She didn’t look up.

"I know that the first choice has awakened."

"You said that already."

"I know."

"And you know who she is."

Eva hesitated.

"Yes."

Adrian folded his arms.

"Then stop making me drag every answer out of you."

Eva looked at him.

For a moment, she seemed genuinely tired.

Not ancient.

Not mysterious.

Just tired.

"Her name is Eira."

Adrian waited.

"She existed before the question of existence," Eva continued. "Before the first possibility became aware of itself. Before anyone could ask whether they were allowed to exist."

"The woman in the reflection."

"Yes."

"What is she?"

Eva looked at the window.

"She was the first thing that could have been."

Adrian frowned.

"Could have been what?"

"Anything."

He waited for her to continue.

She didn’t.

"That’s it?"

"That’s all I can explain."

Adrian rubbed his forehead.

"Wonderful."

Eva almost smiled.

"Eira wasn’t a person at first. She was possibility without direction. She could have become anything, but nothing had happened yet that required her to become something."

"Then I appeared."

"Yes."

"And I chose to exist."

"Yes."

Adrian looked down at the note.

"Why does that make her want me gone?"

"Because your answer changed her."

The room fell silent.

Eva continued.

"Before you answered, every possible existence remained equally possible. Nothing had been chosen. Nothing had been excluded. Then you said yes."

"And existence began."

"Not quite."

Eva shook her head.

"Existence became something that could happen. Your answer gave possibility a direction. Once something became real, other things remained unreal."

Adrian understood the distinction.

He had not created everything.

He had made the first decision that allowed creation to begin.

But that decision had consequences.

Some possibilities would never become real.

Some lives would never happen.

Some people would never meet.

And every person who did exist would eventually have to live with the lives they didn’t choose.

"She thinks I stole something from her."

Eva nodded.

"She thinks your answer ended something that should never have ended."

"What?"

"The freedom to remain everything."

Adrian leaned against the table.

"That’s impossible."

"Is it?"

"Yes. You can’t be everything and still be a person."

Eva said nothing.

Adrian looked at her.

"That’s what I spent all this time learning. You can’t live every possible life. You can’t make every choice. Eventually, you have to become someone."

"And Eira believes becoming someone is the original mistake."

Adrian looked toward the window.

"Then she hasn’t learned anything."

"No."

Eva’s voice softened.

"She has never had to."

---

The next morning, Adrian woke on Lena’s couch.

He sat up and stared at the ceiling.

For several seconds, he couldn’t remember where he was.

Then he remembered the note.

Eira.

The seven circles.

The possibility that his entire existence had been an unwanted consequence.

He fell back against the cushions.

"Fantastic."

From the kitchen, Lena called, "Talking to yourself again?"

"Someone has to listen."

"That’s concerning."

"You’re telling me."

He could hear her laughing.

The ordinary sound helped.

He got up and joined her in the kitchen.

Noah was already eating breakfast.

Eva sat by the window, reading a newspaper.

Adrian stopped.

"Where did you get that?"

Eva turned a page.

"A shop."

"With money?"

"Yes."

"You have money?"

She looked at him over the newspaper.

"Adrian, I taught your mother how to create things. I can figure out how to purchase a newspaper."

Noah snorted.

Adrian sat down.

"Fair point."

Lena placed a plate in front of him.

"Eat."

He looked at the food.

"Is this another cosmic test?"

"It’s toast."

"That doesn’t answer my question."

"Eat the toast, Adrian."

He ate the toast.

For a few minutes, nobody discussed the fate of existence.

They discussed breakfast.

Noah complained about the coffee.

Lena’s son asked whether wooden toys could be made from other materials.

Eva corrected a newspaper article about local weather.

It was ridiculous.

It was ordinary.

Adrian found himself wishing it would last.

Then Eva lowered the newspaper.

"The fourth circle has disappeared."

Everyone stopped.

Adrian looked at her.

"When?"

"Just now."

He stood and walked to the window.

The sky was clear.

There were no circles.

No strange lights.

Nothing to indicate that anything had happened.

"Who chose?"

Eva folded the newspaper.

"I don’t know."

Adrian looked at her.

"Can you stop saying that?"

"I could lie instead."

"Please don’t."

She smiled faintly.

"Then I don’t know."

Adrian looked toward the horizon.

Two choices had already been made when they first encountered Eva.

Then another circle had turned black.

Now a fourth had disappeared.

He tried to understand the pattern.

"How many remain?"

"Three."

"And mine was the first."

"Yes."

"So there are two choices left before Eira makes hers."

Eva nodded.

"Possibly."

Adrian turned.

"Possibly?"

"We don’t know whether the circles represent the order in which the choices must happen."

"Then what do we know?"

"That every time one disappears, something changes."

Adrian looked at the note.

Your choice changed everything.

He picked it up.

"What changed this time?"

Eva glanced toward Lena’s son.

The boy was sitting on the floor, fitting the wooden toy’s repaired leg into place.

Adrian followed her gaze.

"What?" 𝘧𝓇ℯℯ𝑤ℯ𝘣𝓃ℴ

"Look at him."

Adrian watched.

The boy turned the toy over.

He examined the rubber band holding the broken leg in place.

Then he removed it.

Adrian started to speak.

"Careful—"

The boy stopped him with a raised hand.

"I want to try something."

He picked up a small piece of wood from a box.

He examined it.

Then began shaping it with a little file.

He wasn’t asking for help.

He was trying to make a replacement leg.

Adrian watched quietly.

The boy worked for several minutes.

The piece was uneven.

Too thick on one side.

Too thin on the other.

But he kept going.

Eventually, he fitted it into the toy.

It held.

The boy raised the toy triumphantly.

"Look!"

Adrian smiled.

"That’s good."

"I fixed it!"

"You did."

The boy looked pleased.

Then he glanced at Adrian.

"I didn’t need you to do it."

Adrian felt something shift inside him.

"No," he said. "You didn’t."

The boy returned to playing.

Adrian looked at Eva.

"That was the change?"

"Perhaps."

"Someone chose to become independent?"

"Perhaps."

Adrian sighed.

"You really are enjoying this."

"A little."

He shook his head.

Then he looked back at the boy.

He hadn’t created a new possibility.

He hadn’t saved a world.

He hadn’t answered an ancient question.

He had simply learned how to fix a broken toy himself.

And that choice belonged to him.

Not Adrian.

Not Lena.

Not the universe.

Him.

Adrian smiled.

"Good."

---

That afternoon, Adrian went for a walk.

Alone.

He needed time to think.

The city was busy.

People crossed streets, argued over prices, carried groceries, and hurried to work.

Nobody knew about the circles.

Nobody knew about Eira.

Nobody knew that existence itself might have begun with an answer that should never have been given.

Adrian stopped at a small park.

A group of children were playing near a fountain.

One child was sitting apart from the others.

He looked about twelve.

Adrian approached.

"Everything okay?"

The boy shrugged.

"They won’t let me play."

"Why?"

"They said I’m too slow."

Adrian sat on the bench beside him.

"Are you?"

The boy frowned.

"Yes."

Adrian nodded.

"That sucks."

The boy looked surprised.

"You aren’t going to tell me to try harder?"

"You probably already know that."

The boy considered it.

"Then what should I do?"

Adrian watched the children.

"Do you want to play with them?"

"Yes."

"Then ask again."

"What if they say no?"

"Then you’ll have to decide what to do next."

The boy frowned.

"You’re not very helpful."

"I’ve been told."

The boy laughed.

Then he stood and walked back toward the others.

Adrian watched him approach.

The children hesitated.

One shook his head.

The boy said something.

Another child pointed toward the fountain.

Finally, they made room.

The boy joined them.

Adrian smiled.

A small thing.

An ordinary thing.

A choice that would never appear in any cosmic record.

He leaned back against the bench.

"Is that what you want?"

Adrian turned.

A woman stood beside the fountain.

He recognized her immediately.

Eira.

She looked like the woman from the reflection.

Dark hair.

Calm eyes.

An ordinary face.

She wore a simple grey coat.

Nobody else seemed to notice her.

Adrian stood.

"You could have just knocked."

"I wanted to see what you would do."

"Of course you did."

She looked toward the children.

"You helped him."

"I talked to him."

"You changed his life."

Adrian frowned.

"Maybe for five minutes."

"Perhaps."

She looked at him.

"Does that make you responsible for what happens next?"

Adrian understood the question.

He shook his head.

"No."

Eira’s expression hardened.

"Then why interfere?"

"Because I could."

"That’s your answer?"

"Yes."

"You helped him because you could, but you refuse responsibility for what follows?"

Adrian considered it.

"I’ll accept responsibility for what I actually do. I’ll apologize if I hurt him. I’ll help if he asks. But I won’t pretend I can control everything that happens to him."

Eira stared at him.

"You believe that makes you innocent."

"No."

Adrian shook his head.

"I believe it makes me human."

For the first time, Eira looked uncertain.

Then the boy at the fountain laughed.

His friends laughed with him.

Eira turned toward the sound.

Something in her face changed.

Not anger.

Not sadness.

Something closer to longing.

Adrian noticed.

"You wanted that."

Eira looked at him.

"What?"

"To be there. To be someone."

Her eyes narrowed.

"Don’t pretend you understand me."

"I don’t."

Adrian stepped closer.

"But I think you wanted to choose, too."

Eira went silent.

He continued.

"You think my answer took something away from you."

"It did."

"What?"

"The possibility of remaining everything."

Adrian nodded slowly.

"And what would you have done with it?"

She didn’t answer.

"Would you have lived?"

Her eyes hardened.

"I could have been anything."

"But would you have been someone?"

Eira stepped back.

The fountain stopped flowing.

Every child in the park froze.

The wind disappeared.

Adrian didn’t move.

Eira stared at him.

"You think you’re different from me."

"No."

"Then why do you insist that your choice was right?"

"I don’t."

He looked directly at her.

"I chose to exist. I chose to continue. I chose to live. Those choices were mine."

Adrian paused.

"But I’m not going to tell you that you have to make the same choice."

The fountain began flowing again.

The children moved.

The wind returned.

Eira stared at him for a long time.

Then she whispered,

"You don’t understand what happens if I choose."

Adrian waited.

For the first time, she seemed genuinely afraid.

"If I choose to become someone, every possibility I could have been will disappear."

Adrian shook his head.

"No."

Her eyes widened.

"You don’t know that."

"Neither do you."

He looked toward the children.

"Maybe some possibilities will disappear. Maybe others will remain. Maybe you’ll become someone you never imagined."

He smiled faintly.

"You won’t know until you choose."

Eira’s hands trembled.

Above them, a circle appeared in the sky.

Not black.

Not white.

A faint silver.

Adrian looked up.

The fifth circle.

It began to crack.

Eira stared at it.

Then she looked back at Adrian.

"What if I regret it?"

Adrian thought about Michael.

Lena.

His mother.

Every person he had lost.

Every choice he had made.

"I probably would."

Eira looked stunned.

Adrian shrugged.

"Regret doesn’t mean you shouldn’t have chosen."

The silver circle broke into thousands of tiny lights.

They drifted across the sky like falling snow.

Eira watched them.

For a moment, she looked like an ordinary woman seeing something beautiful for the first time.

Then she disappeared.

The children continued playing.

The fountain flowed.

The world remained.

Adrian stood alone in the park.

His phone vibrated.

A message from Lena.

Where are you? Her son wants to show you something.

Adrian smiled and typed back.

On my way.

He put the phone away and started walking.

He didn’t know whether Eira would choose to become someone.

He didn’t know what the remaining circles meant.

He didn’t know what would happen if she decided that his existence had been a mistake.

But he knew what he wanted to do next.

He wanted to go home.

He wanted to see Lena.

He wanted to watch a boy proudly demonstrate how he had repaired a wooden toy.

For now, that was enough.

Then, halfway across the street, Adrian stopped.

A new message had appeared on his phone.

There was no sender.

No number.

Only a single sentence.

Eira was not the one who asked whether you should exist.

Adrian stared at the screen.

Another message appeared.

She was the one who answered.

His smile vanished.

He looked up at the sky.

The remaining circles were gone.

All of them.

And somewhere, beyond the reach of every world he knew, a voice spoke.

A voice older than the first question.

A voice that had been silent since the beginning.

"Now let us see whether he still chooses to live."

Adrian’s phone went dark.

And for the first time in a long while, he had no idea what was coming next.

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