Chapter 204: Paths Can Be Fixed

Chapter 204: Chapter 204: Paths Can Be Fixed

The rest of the morning belonged to ordinary things.

I walked the stores with the kitchen lead and argued about salt use until we both lost. I sat with Anders over a border map that didn’t require a decision, only attention.

I watched a group of children copy wolf-forms in the lower yard under a patient older woman who corrected their footwork with a stick and a lot of repetition. Nobody asked me about coastal freighters. Nobody put a crisis in my hand.

Magnus found me near midday in the small solar with a heel of cheese and a look that meant he’d already heard about the yard.

"William Hauge," he said, and sat on the edge of the table.

"William Hauge."

"Johan wanted to knock him into the snow himself."

"Johan can take a number." I accepted the cheese. "He’s not bad. He’s just nineteen and loud inside his own head."

"You were nineteen and loud inside your own head."

"I still am. I just have better furniture."

Magnus laughed, surprised and short, and stole the cheese back. I let him. Outside the solar window the training yard had returned to drills. William and Lucas were already on the rails with tools, not speaking to each other. Astrid watched from a distance with her arms folded, exactly as asked.

"You’re good at this part," Magnus said after a while.

"Which part."

"The part where it’s people instead of maps." He turned the cheese in his fingers. "Maps you treat like weather. People you still take personally."

"People are personally."

"I know." He glanced at me. "It’s not a criticism."

"It sounded like one."

"It was an observation. You’re allowed to have those about me too. I’ve got a list."

"I’ve seen the list."

"You’ve contributed to the list."

I leaned my shoulder into his. He leaned back. For a stretch of quiet we sat like that, the solar warm, the keep moving past the door without needing us to narrate it. The cheese disappeared. Somewhere below, Johan shouted a correction and someone groaned on purpose.

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Late afternoon I walked the outer dens without a full escort.

Not a patrol. A presence. People noticed. Some nodded. A few stopped me for small things—a dispute over a shared woodpile, a request to move a pup’s first-shift practice away from a nervous neighbour’s door, a complaint about a broken drain that had been broken since before I took the seat and would probably outlive me. I sorted what I could, sent the drain to Anders’s list, and didn’t pretend the woodpile required a royal philosophy.

Near the east curve an older woman called Hermine Haugen was hanging washing in the cold with her granddaughter’s help. She tipped her head when she saw me.

"Heard you put the Hauge boy on rails."

"I did."

"Good. His father was the same. Swung first, thought later, apologized never." She snapped a sheet straight. "Your mother would’ve taken a mark off him for the theatre of it. You’re slower with the marks. Not sure yet if that’s wisdom or hesitation."

The words sat between us without heat. I could have dressed them up as disrespect. They weren’t. They were a woman with wet hands and a long memory telling me what she saw.

"If it’s hesitation, I’ll find out the next time he swings," I said. "If it’s wisdom, the rails will teach him and I’ll keep a border wolf. Either way the yard gets mended."

Hermine’s eyes creased. "Elena would’ve liked that answer even if she wouldn’t have given it." She handed the next sheet to the girl and went back to work as if the conversation had reached its natural end.

I walked on. The comparison didn’t land like a blade. It landed like weather—present, familiar, not required to become a storm.

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Evening brought a smaller table.

Just Magnus and me in our rooms, food sent up, the door barred against lists and boys with split lips. He told me about a horse that had decided the north gate was an enemy.

I told him about Hermine’s washing and the drain that would outlive us both. We argued half-heartedly about whether Astrid was ready for more responsibility or still half in love with the idea of being seen having responsibility. Neither of us won. Both of us enjoyed not winning.

When the plates were empty he pulled me into his lap in the chair by the fire and I went without protest. His hands settled at my hips. Mine found the back of his neck. The kiss was slow and unperformed. We had done this enough times that it didn’t need a reason beyond wanting it.

Clothes loosened. The chair became limiting so we moved to the bed and took our time—his mouth on my breast, my hand wrapped around him, the familiar negotiation of what we both needed after a day that had been full of other people’s edges.

When he settled between my thighs and pushed his cock in, I held his shoulders and let the rest of Frostfang fall away for a while. He moved like he meant it. I answered the same way. We finished close together, quiet, his forehead against mine and my fingers still in his hair.

Afterward he lay on his back and I lay half on top of him, listening to the keep’s night sounds filter up through the stone.

"William’s going to hate the rails," Magnus murmured.

"Yeah, William’s most definitely going to hate the rails," I agreed. "Then he’s going to run better laterals. Or he’s going to swing again and I’m going to take his mark and Johan’s going to say I should’ve done it the first time."

"And you’ll ignore Johan."

"I’ll ignore Johan."

"And Halvar."

"Halvar too."

Magnus’s chest shook under my cheek with a silent laugh. "You’re very popular."

"I’m very busy."

He kissed the top of my head. Outside, frost was settling into the yard rails William and Lucas had spent the day mending. Tomorrow the correction course would start before dawn. Tomorrow someone else would put a small problem in my hand and expect it not to become a large one.

I closed my eyes. Magnus’s heartbeat stayed steady under my palm. The keep, for once, stayed ordinary around us both.

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~Thorne~

The lower strip along the creek fought us for two full days before it gave anything back.

We cleared brush until our hands blistered, dug out roots that had been left to own the soil, and marked rows with stakes cut from the same dead wood we’d pulled free. Marta watched the whole time with her arms folded and a face that said she’d seen enthusiasm before and buried it. Bjorn kept the tools from falling apart. Tuva worked the wettest edge without complaint and only swore when a stone turned under her boot and sent her sideways into the creek.

By the second evening we had a stretch of turned earth that looked less like a ruin’s afterthought and more like a decision. I stood at the end of the last row with mud to mid-calf and my shoulders on fire.

Marta came down from the hall path and inspected the line in silence.

"It’s crooked," she said.

"It’s a start."

"Starts don’t feed children."

"Neither does standing still."

She almost smiled. Almost. "There’s a family on the east ridge who’ve been talking about leaving since before you arrived. If they see green in the ground before the next hard freeze, they might stay. If they don’t, we’re down four more hands and one more roof we can’t justify."

"Then we get something in the ground."

"We don’t have seed enough for half of what you’ve marked."

Tuva, still wet to the thigh, pushed her hair out of her face with the back of her wrist. "Then we plant what we have and trade for the rest. There’s a market road a day west. I’ve seen worse traffic on worse paths."

Marta looked at her, then at me. "You two always finish each other’s impractical ideas?"

"Yes," Tuva said.

I left them to the argument and walked up toward the partial hall. The open end still showed too much sky. Bjorn had started shaping new beams from a stand of pine on the north slope; the work was slow and the pile was smaller than the hole it needed to fill. A boy of about twelve—Ada Olsen’s brother, though I still didn’t have his name straight—sat on the stacked wood counting under his breath. He stopped when he saw me.

"Twenty-two," he said. "Bjorn says we need thirty before the wall end will hold a winter."

"Then we need eight more."

"He says the good pines are further up and the path’s bad."

"Paths can be fixed."

The boy shrugged, a small adult gesture on a child’s shoulders, and went back to counting.

Inside the covered part of the hall, people moved through the evening routine—stew, bread, the low talk of a place that still wasn’t sure whether hope was allowed.