Chapter 208

Another two months had slipped by, quiet and ordinary, the kind of days that felt endless while they were happening and impossibly short once they were gone. The pearlings were seven months old now, swimming like little silver fish, chattering constantly in my mind, their tiny voices bright and curious and utterly exhausting. The pups were growing too. Two months, fat and happy and demanding, their little barks filling the house at all hours.

And it was Lark’s birthday.

His coming of age.

We had been invited to Darius’s main home, the sprawling longhouse near the center of the island where he lived with Rhonda, his mate, and his bondbrothers. They had decorated the whole place, garlands of flowers and woven ribbons hanging from the rafters, the air thick with the smell of roasting meat and fresh bread. Close friends and family filled the space, laughing and talking, and the warmth of it wrapped around us like a blanket.

For everyone else, it was a celebration. For me, it was something else entirely.

It was nostalgia.

Because I remembered.

I remembered arriving in this world three years ago, terrified and confused and utterly alone. I remembered the lion village, the stares, the whispers, the way everyone had looked at me like a stranger, a girl Ravin picked as his bonded mate, a female with suspicious origin. I remembered having no friends, no allies, nothing but Ravin at my side, his steady presence the only thing keeping me from drowning.

And I remembered Rhonda.

She had caught me watching a small wolf pup playing in the dirt near the Ravin’s family home at the time. She had noticed my gaze, my wistful expression, and she had simply introduced herself and started talking. No preamble. No caution. Just a sweet female with a kind heart and a mouth that did not stop moving, telling me the pup was hers, that his name was Lark, that he was two months old and already a terror. Then she moved on to her mate, the gossip of the village. She had not asked where I came from or why I was strange. She had simply decided we would be friends.

Now Lark is a man.

Eighteen in his human form. Three years old in his wolf form. Full grown, broad-shouldered, handsome, standing in the center of the longhouse while his family celebrated around him. The little pup I had once held was now a warrior, a hunter, a male on the verge of his own life, his own future, his own mate.

I felt my eyes burn, and I had to look away.

"What are you thinking?" Ravin murmured beside me, his voice soft. "You look ready to cry."

"Because I am," I admitted, my voice barely a whisper. "It has been three years, Ravin. Three years since I came to this world. Three years since I met Rhonda, since I met Lark. He was a baby. A tiny little thing. And now..."

I trailed off, unable to finish.

Ravin’s arm came around me, pulling me close. "And in those three years," he said quietly, "you have built a family. A life. A home."

"I have given birth to so many children," I murmured, half to myself. "Twenty five, Ravin. Twenty five children. And still counting. And I adopted three of them, though that does not even need to be mentioned because they are simply mine. But twenty five. In three years."

"You are extraordinary," he said simply.

"Or insane. But I have you and Leon, Soryn, Caelion, Veylan, Aureon, and now Eryx."

"That too."

I laughed, the sound wet and shaky, and leaned into him. Around us, the celebration continued, bright and loud and full of joy. And I watched Lark, my first friend’s son, my friend, standing at the center of it all, and I felt proud in a way that surprised me.

He had grown up well. Kind, like his mother. Steady, like his father. Brave, like both of them. He would make someone a fine mate one day.

And then his father asked the question.

"Son," Thomas said, his voice carrying over the noise, "do you want to participate in the mate selection? You are of age now. The females will be waiting."

Lark paused. He glanced across the room, to the corner where Levy sat with Mira, the two of them busy devouring the appetizers, their faces smeared with sauce, their laughter bright and careless.

He smiled.

"Not yet, Father," he said, his voice calm, his eyes still on Levy. "I am going to wait a few more years."

I watched as my mates, gathered around me, went visibly restless. Leon’s jaw tightened. Ravin’s arm around me stiffened. Soryn’s eyes narrowed. Aureon shifted on his feet. Veylan made a small, strangled sound. Even Eryx, the newest daddy, looked faintly alarmed.

And I smiled, slow and knowing, and thought to myself.

Good luck, Lark.

You have all of her brothers and her fathers becoming locked gates in front of her.

You are going to need it.

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The celebration wound down slowly, the fire burning low, the laughter fading into the soft hum of goodbyes. Lark walked his family to the door, his cheeks flushed with the warmth of the evening, his eyes bright. Rhonda kissed my cheek and told me to come by soon. Thomas clasped Ravin’s arm in the way of old friends. And Lark, quiet Lark, glanced once more toward Levy, who was already half asleep against my side, before turning back to his own home.

And then we went home, and I went to the lagoon.

It was late, the moon high and silver, the water cool and dark. I had missed my daughters today, missed their chatter, their play, the way they swam circles around me the moment I appeared. I descended quickly, eager for the familiar warmth of the depths, eager for Caelion’s smile.

But Caelion was not smiling.

He was pacing, his tail flicking restlessly, his sea glass eyes wide and wild. The moment he saw me, he surged forward, his hands finding my arms, his grip tight.

"Krys," he said, his voice strained. "Krys, something is wrong."

My heart lurched. "What? What is wrong? Is everything okay?"

"It is the pearlings," he said, his voice cracking. "Our daughters. They are sick. All three of them. They will not eat. I have tried everything, everything, and they just whimper and turn away. Their skin is hot. They are burning up. I do not know what to do, Krys, I have never seen them like this, they have never been sick before, they..."

"Caelion," I said, cutting through his panic. "Breathe. Show me."

He led me to the kelp bed, and my heart clenched at the sight. Seraphyna, Kalisseyani, and Irysindra lay curled together, their little bodies trembling, their azure hair dull, their faces pinched with discomfort. They whimpered in their sleep, small, pitiful sounds that cut straight through me.

But I had seen this before.

Twice before.

I felt the panic ease, replaced by something calmer, something certain. I gave Caelion a faint smile, reaching up to touch his cheek.

"Our girls are about to shift," I said.

Caelion stared at me, his brow furrowed. "What? But it is still so early. They are only seven months old. Mer children take a full year, sometimes longer. It is not possible."

"Yes, it is," I said gently. "The azure sovereign runs in my bloodline, Caelion. Just like Levy, just like our serpent girls. They all shifted early. All of them. The sovereign blood does not wait for the natural timeline. It moves faster. It pushes. Our daughters are going to shift, and it is going to hurt, and it is going to frighten them."

Caelion’s face shifted from panic to wonder to terror and back again, all in the span of a breath. "But... but the pain. They are so small. The shifting, it is agony for adults. For children..."

"It is worse for children," I admitted. "But they are strong. Stronger than you know. And they will not be alone. They have us."

I turned from him and swam to my daughters, settling beside the kelp bed. They stirred at my presence, their little voices reaching for me through the bond, weak and trembling and full of hurt.

Mama.

Mama, it hurts.

Mama, make it stop.

"I know, my loves," I murmured, stroking each of their heads in turn, feeling the fever heat of their skin, the fine tremble of their small bodies. "I know it hurts. But it is a good hurt. It means you are growing. It means you are becoming something new."

Scared, Irysindra whispered, her voice the smallest of the three.

"I know," I said. "But Mama is here. Mama will not leave you. Not for a single moment."

I gathered them as close as I could, their little bodies pressed against my chest, and I sang. A soft song, a lullaby, the same one I had sung to the lion cubs, the same one I had sung to the cheetahs and the serpents and the pups. The song that meant home. The song that meant safety.

"Have a safe shift, my loves," I whispered against their hair. "Have a safe shift, and when you finally transform, you will be stronger. You will be whole. And Mama will be right here."

They quieted slowly, their whimpering fading into shallow, labored breathing, their tiny hands clinging to my fingers. And Caelion settled beside me, his hand on my back, his voice joining mine in the song.

And we waited, in the dark water, for our daughters to become something new.