Black Card Debt: Daddy's Little Thief (Omegaverse bl)

Chapter 285: I’m hated by life

Seoha’s POV

I fall back against my seat as the plane takes off.

I was robbed and the more I look at the ceiling, the more my stupidity dawns on me.

Goddess...what have I done?

My phone is still dead, my chest is still tight, my head is starting to hurt, and my mating bond is still quiet.

I’m a mess. No...I’m a danger.

"Taesan" I whimper my mate’s name.

I haven’t properly cried for him since that picture. My body shakes as I cry for the love of my life, the man who saved every dream I had since I was a kid.

"Are you okay?" the woman next to me asks softly and I shake my head.

The tone she asks in is similar to my mom’s and thinking moms...I’m going to be a bad one, aren’t I?

"No" I respond to her question and start to cry some more.

Taesan was right about me. I’m worse than his mother, I’m only making him hurt and lose things.

Maybe I should have stayed away from him.

My crying attracts the attention of everyone around me, and they all look at me pitifully.

"What’s wrong? Oh dear, he’s crying so much" an elderly woman in front of me hands her handkerchief to me.

Daeshin was right about me too.

I hold my stomach, feeling the bump of my twins. If I hadn’t been down with a cold, I would have been there with Taesan...

I would have at least been there to save Taesan...

"Don’t cry so hard, it’s not good for your baby" the motherly woman next to me says softly as she hugs me to her side.

"Aigoo...what happened to this precious baby?" I hear someone ask.

"He’s upset about something" the woman hugging me says. She smells so soft, and her pheromones are so much like the scent I used to fall asleep to when I was a kid.

"Is he okay?"

"He’s pregnant?" another person asks.

"Where is his alpha?"

"My alpha" I cry even harder at the mention of the alpha.

Surrounded by strangers, I let myself cry and babble about how I was robbed and how I miss my alpha. At some point, I fall asleep with my head on the woman’s lap.

When I wake, the plane is landing, and the woman leads me out. She leads me through the airport protocol.

"My name is Jae Minji" she says and my bottom lip trembles.

I have a headache from crying myself to sleep, and now I’m about to start crying again. This woman has a name that’s like my mom’s.

The moon goddess must really hate me.

"I explained your situation to them, and they’ll look into it" she says and I bow again and again.

I know I’ll only cry harder if I open my mouth.

"Do you want to come with me? I can help you with getting you phone charged, do you have anyone you can call?" she asks softly and I shake my head.

I hate myself so much right now.

"Come with me, it’s okay" she leads me to a quieter part of the airport, and asks me to sit.

She gets my phone plugged in and leaves me for a few seconds.

I sit and watch everyone walk around, the weight in my chest is heavier, and I still feel like crying.

"I brought you something, you should eat" she says and I blink twice as she shows me what she got me.

It’s two churros.

My mom always bought churros for me whenever she knew I was upset about something.

I look at her with tears filled eyes.

Why is the world doing this to me? first my mate is dead, my dead father is back to life, and now it’s rubbing my mother’s death in my face.

"Won’t you eat, Seoha?" she asks.

"I didn’t tell you my name" I say in a small voice.

"I know, I know pup. I know you didn’t, I can’t hold back anymore. It’s me, your mom" she says and I freeze.

"Please don’t panic, I can explain."

"You’re not my mom" I say, pushing myself away from her with a hand over my belly.

"It’s me" she says while tucking her hair behind my ear.

She doesn’t look like my mom. She sounds like her, smells like her, but she’s not my mom!

"Don’t do this to me, please don’t do this to me" I whisper, shutting my eyes to wake myself from this bad.

"I get it, moon goddess. I don’t deserve to leave, it’s enough now. Please stop torturing me" I whisper the prayers.

I’ll leave.

"I’ll find Taesan, apologize for ruining his life, kiss Sooin goodbye and leave...I’ll even kill myself if I have to" I beg.

"Don’t say things like that!" the woman, Minji says. She shakes me until I open my eyes and I shake my head.

"I used to play my guitar for you, I loved baking. You are my world; I was stupid and went with your dad...I...I sent you cookies once in two months after you chose to stay away from me and your dad" she’s crying now.

She takes my hands in her shaky hands.

"You died" I say with a broken voice.

Why is my life like a badly written movie script?

"You died!"

"I barely survived. I had been in a coma for a long time and had to have multiple surgeries, Seoha" she says and I keep refusing.

"I stayed away from your life after my recovery. Your half-brother and I saw that you were doing better"

"Hanbin knew?" I ask breathlessly.

"Yes, please don’t be mad at him. I asked him to keep me hidden, but...when I found out that Yechan was back, baby, I couldn’t stay away" she explains herself.

"I’m so lost" I whimper and she gives a wobbly smile.

"I know, I’m the reason there’s so much trouble. I will fix it, Seoha. But first, you need to get to safety. Hanbin is out of reach for me, I haven’t heard from him in days and I don’t know where Yechan is hiding right now" she says and I nod.

I have so many questions to ask.

How did she find me? How does she know which plane I would be on? So many questions.

"I came looking for you after Hanbin went missing and I saw Yechan’s signature. I was so lucky to see your video trending on social media"

"My video?" I ask with a raspy voice.

"The proposal. My baby is getting married" she says and I look at my bare fingers again as tears fill my eyes.

How am I getting married if my mate is dead?

"Taesan...Yechan went after Taesan...and he’s dead"

"He’s not dead"

"You don’t know what I saw!" I scream at her and she shaked her head.

"You have mating mark, Seoha-ya. If your mate was dead, you would be dead by now too" she says and I feel my mark.

"B-but I can’t feel him" I choke on a sob.

I don’t want to feed on false hope. I don’t want to break my own heart.

She says nothing as she hands my phone to me. And the second I put it on; hundreds of missed calls and missed texts notifications flood my phone.

Taerin Noona;

COME BACK HOME

I swear to the goddess, Shin Seoha you need some sense beaten into you.

Yuki;

Sseoha, stay where you are. We’re tracking you.

We lost you.

Pick up the phone

Taerin Noona:

Taesan is alive.

Come back home. Please.

I read that text, again and again. My heart rate slows down drastically, and I almost pass out with relief.

He’s alive.

HE’S ALIVE.