Shattered Innocence: Transmigrated Into a Novel as an Extra

The warmth of the tea lingered in her chest, a gentle contrast to the chill of the cavern. Aeliana leaned back against the rough stone wall, letting the solid surface ground her. Her gaze drifted upward, through the gaps in the rocky ceiling, to the strange sky beyond.

The stars above were unfamiliar, their harsh, bluish light casting an otherworldly glow over the jagged landscape. No constellations she recognized, no comforting patterns from home. Just an expanse of alien lights that flickered ominously against the oppressive darkness.

‘What kind of place is this?’ she wondered, her thoughts circling back to the moment they had been unceremoniously thrown into this nightmarish world. The teleportation had been abrupt, a wrenching sensation that left her disoriented and breathless. There had been no warning, no preparation—one moment they were in the bustling corridors of the academy, and the next, they were here.

‘How could we have been brought here so easily?’ Her fingers tightened around the warm cup, knuckles whitening. ‘What sort of magic could do that? And why us?’

The questions buzzed incessantly, each one more unsettling than the last. Her father, the Duke, had always taught her that the world was vast, filled with wonders and dangers beyond comprehension. Yet, even his teachings had not prepared her for this—a place where reality seemed to warp, where even the air felt heavier, laden with unspoken menace.

Aeliana glanced over at Luca. He was relaxed, as always, his dark eyes reflecting the dancing flames. It was infuriating how he seemed unfazed by everything—the monsters, the twisted terrain, the very strangeness of this place.

“Luca,” she began, her voice hesitant but determined. “What is this place? How could we have been brought here so… easily?”

Luca’s smirk softened, his gaze shifting from the fire to her. For a moment, the silence stretched, the crackling of the flames the only sound between them. Then, he took a slow sip of his tea, seemingly savoring the taste before he responded.

“This place?” he echoed, his tone almost contemplative. “It’s somewhere that shouldn’t exist, but does. Like a scar left by something ancient and powerful.”

His words hung in the air, heavy with meaning. Aeliana’s eyes narrowed as she considered them, the cryptic nature of his response only deepening her unease.

“How can you be so calm about this?” she pressed, a note of frustration creeping into her voice. “Don’t you find it… unnatural? Dangerous?”

He chuckled softly, setting his cup down beside him. “Unnatural? Sure. Dangerous? Absolutely.” His eyes met hers, dark and piercing. “But that’s what makes it interesting, don’t you think?”

‘Interesting?’ she thought, incredulous. ‘This isn’t some game…’

She opened her mouth to retort, but the look in his eyes stopped her. There was something there—something she couldn’t quite place. Not amusement, but a deeper understanding, a familiarity with danger that sent a chill down her spine.

“Places like this,” he continued, his voice lower now, almost a murmur, “are shaped by the people who created them. By their fears, their desires, their hatred. It’s a reflection of something twisted, something buried.”

The firelight flickered, casting shifting shadows over his face. Aeliana felt her chest tighten, the oppressive atmosphere pressing in once more. The land they stood on—no, the entire world around them—felt like a prison, a place designed to test, to break.

Luca exhaled softly, his fingers tapping idly against the ceramic of his cup. “At the very least, that’s how I interpret this whole thing.” His voice was even, neither certain nor dismissive. “It could be wrong. It could be right.” He rolled his shoulders, as if shaking off the weight of the question. “Does it even matter?”

Aeliana frowned, her grip tightening around her cup. “Of course it matters. If we don’t know how we got here—”

“Then what?” he interrupted smoothly, tilting his head. “Will knowing change anything? Will it suddenly drop us back home? Erase the monsters, the twisted terrain, the endless unknown?” His gaze flickered with something unreadable, the firelight catching in the depths of his dark eyes. “In the end, we’re here, somehow. Instead of refusing to accept reality, isn’t it better to accept what’s coming?”

She opened her mouth to argue, but he continued before she could, his tone growing lighter. “And rather than dwelling on the things we can’t control…” He took another sip of tea, then gave her an almost mischievous look. “Why not enjoy life when you can?”

Aeliana stared at him, incredulous. “You can enjoy this?”

Luca chuckled, shaking his head. “As long as you want to, you can enjoy anything.” He leaned back, stretching his arms behind him, his voice taking on a lazy confidence. “Even the smallest, most monotonous thing can be enjoyed with the right mindset…” He paused, then winked. “Or by being beside the right person.”

Aeliana’s breath hitched slightly, her fingers stiffening around her cup.

For once, he wasn’t smirking. His usual arrogance had melted into something softer—an actual smile, showing just a hint of teeth. It was subtle, but unmistakably different. And yet… his eyes told another story. Beneath the teasing glint, there was a quiet melancholy, like the faint afterimage of an old wound.

‘That look…’ she thought, something stirring in her chest. ‘Why does it feel like he’s speaking from experience?’

She didn’t even realize she was staring until he broke eye contact, looking back into the fire as if the moment had passed.

Her curiosity flared, stronger than before. Luca was always unreadable, always slipping through her grasp like sand between her fingers. But this? This was the closest she’d come to seeing something real, something unguarded.

“…Luca,” she said carefully, setting her cup aside. “You talk like someone who’s done this before.”

He glanced at her sideways, amusement flickering at the edge of his expression. “Done what before?”

“Lived like this.” She gestured vaguely around them. “Surrounded by danger, always on edge. Always acting like none of it bothers you.” She hesitated, then pressed on, her voice quieter. “Like someone who’s had to find a way to enjoy things because… because if you didn’t, you wouldn’t make it.”

Luca was quiet for a beat, his fingers absently tracing the rim of his cup. Then, he let out a soft chuckle, shaking his head.

“You’re sharper than you look, little missy.” His voice was light, but there was a weight behind it that hadn’t been there before.

Aeliana crossed her arms. “That’s not an answer.”

“No, it’s not,” he admitted, meeting her gaze again. His expression had shifted—his smile still lingered, but the teasing edge had faded. “But you’re right about one thing.”

She held her breath, waiting.

His eyes darkened slightly, his voice lowering just enough to send a faint shiver through her.

“You don’t learn to enjoy life by choice,” he murmured. “You learn because you have to.”

Aeliana’s heart skipped a beat.

There was something about the way he said it—so casual, yet so absolute. Like a truth carved into stone.

Luca stopped.

For a brief second, the flames cast deep shadows over his face, his features eerily still. The teasing air had faded completely, replaced by something colder—something that almost resembled sorrow.

Then, he exhaled softly, tilting his head slightly as if preparing himself.

“So…” he murmured, his voice lower than before, “don’t hate me for this, okay?”

Aeliana barely had time to react.

A sharp, searing pain exploded in her chest, a sensation so sudden and unbearable that the world tilted.

Her cup slipped from her hands, shattering against the stone floor.

The agony spread like fire, ripping through her limbs, her lungs, her very bones. Her breath hitched violently as she crumpled forward, her knees slamming against the cold ground. A strangled gasp tore from her throat, her fingers clawing uselessly at her chest as though she could wrench the pain out of herself.

Her vision swam—dark spots blooming at the edges. The cavern, the fire, Luca’s presence—everything blurred, as if her body was sinking into a void.

And she knew this feeling.

‘No… not again—’

It was the same torment that had haunted her since childhood, the sickness that stole her strength, that bound her to weakness, that left her gasping for air in the dead of night.

But this time—

This time, it was worse.

Her body convulsed, wracked with a force far stronger than before, her very essence trembling as though something inside her was being torn apart. She could barely think through the haze of pain, but a single, desperate question clawed through the panic—

‘Why… now?’

For the whole this time here, she had felt fine. Stronger, even. As though the sickness had loosened its grip on her. She had almost begun to hope.

And yet, now, out of nowhere, it surged back—vicious and unrelenting.

Her breath came in ragged, shallow gasps, the world around her slipping in and out of focus. Her limbs felt foreign, useless. The firelight flickered wildly, distorting Luca’s face as he moved, though she could barely make out his expression.

Had he expected this?

Had he done something?

‘Please no…..’

If it was once again that….

She didn’t know if she could withstand it.